No Facade

The shadow i feel surrounding me shall forever be a mystery.
Tired of hiding behind a smile, truth is it's been a while.
Behind happiness i hide never to show who i am inside.
I spread joy to make you happy, but see how much i am lacking.
Forever a friend is what it seems never to hold someone and believe.
That this loneliness could ever leave and find my heart complete again.
This is the real me no more facade