A heartfelt and emotional write-well done and thank you for sharing.

Small note:
"it’s pores" should be "its pores"

This is a painful, personal write and I commend you for sharing this. I've been reading your work lately and your voice is so clear, reaching and emotional. It's like I can feel the outcry of that skin, of wanting to shout yet being muffled, of wanting to express myself someway, somehow.