It's beautiful that you have this person in your life, and it's so encouraging that you can be honest and vulnerable with them, someone who helps you realize your own worth. You have incredible worth, no matter what your mind or anyone else tries to convince you of. It's okay to be broken. We don't have to be these perfect, "put together" reflections of what we think society expects. It's okay to need someone.
Sending lots of love and comfort to you. Keep writing.