I wish you had broken this up a little if for no other reason than it would have been easier on my eyes. They're still good at distance but not so much at close range

Anyway, once I had read this a few times it resonated quite a lot so much so that it drags me back to various events in my younger years..

You wish to swear but can't, but I can! This is fuc€king awesome. A lot to read and a lot for many to digest.

Fantastic writing.