Missing you

I think I feel you missing me but you know,you don't know the pain I go through everynight whenever you are not here with me. I try to control my tears, for them to fall down and touch my pillow, I try to hug myself to sleep but that aren't helping anymore. Need you to come hug me for me. Are you not missing me the same way. Tell me that you do, you to tell me that you do.