I guess there does come a point where the things we write, we go back over and our pasts become our present, if that makes sense. In my opinion, that's where writing can become unhealthy if we dwell too much. Reading back over is one thing, but living in what's been is another. Keep writing and keep looking forward.

Take care

Oh, Brookie. This is heartbreaking to read. I am sorry you feel alone and lost. Please keep writing. You have not been forgotten. Always here for you <3