My life is going crazy

My life is going crazy
i don\'t know what to do
all i can really think about
is how much i love you

your lips so soft when they touch me
your eyes so big and brown
but when your not around me
my world seems to fall down

I love the way your there for me
even when we fight
but you don't see what happens to me
when i go home at night

I walk around acting crazy
like everything's OK
but i go home and cry in my bed
wanting to just fade away

People always tell me to stay away from you
but they don't seen to understand without you i am blue
the way you make me happy when I'm really sad
the way u make me lighten up when i am so mad

I know you really love me
but that's what seems to hurt
I get so caught up in everything
and become a total jerk

I don't want to hurt you
Ive done it once before
but now Ive really realized
how i love you so much more

You mean everything to me
your the sprinkles in my life
but what if something happens
what if i take out the knife?

You know I will do it
Ive done it twice before
and every time I do it
it seems to lower my score

I'm afraid you will stop loving me
and we will fall apart
but i don't want that to happen
i want you close to my heart

I'm trying not to break my promise
and its really hard to do
but my life just seems to be going crazy
because I'm in love with you

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