I relate all to well. Health, warmth, flexibility, and release to you my friend. You are very deserving of your own patience and kindness.

Wow the ending made me take in a breath. This really speaks to the strength in still trying even when you are paralyzed and trapped. On the other hand there are parts of you that fight against that force and want to pull you back into that frigid winter all while another part is craving the sun. The duality of this is something I’ve been personally struggling with and I think you captured it here beautifully.