Your poem is very honest and raw, and I really admire your courage for writing it exactly as you feel. One small thought I wanted to share on a day as meaningful as your wedding, it’s okay to protect your peace, even if that means setting softer boundaries or stepping back from the people who are overwhelming you right now. You deserve a moment that belongs to you, not to the chaos around you. I hope you can give yourself a little kindness and space in the middle of all this you truly deserve it..