Unfinished journey

To be honest, you
left me behind,
noble virtues and all -
you vanished
without a trace.
We tried on
friendship
and you let go
so I was forced
to open my hands
and surrender.
Perhaps if I
leave you behind now
I'll find me ahead -
dust off my personality
and see if it still fits,
wrap myself up in the
silence of memory
and sail away at last.