Yeah…
Late nights, low lights… you still here somehow…
Lookin’ back at what we used to be,
Got me fightin’ ghosts that still sleep next to me,
I swear I coulda moved different, said somethin’, did more,
Now I’m havin’ conversations with your side of the door…
I lost my heart reckless, gave it up with no guard,
Now I’m bleedin’ through these verses, tryna bandage the scar,
Tears fall slow, let ‘em stain every page,
How I lose my best friend in a love we made?
We took different roads, now they don’t ever cross,
Built a world from nothin’, now I’m countin’ the loss,
All them nights, all them kisses, all them promises we made,
Now it haunt me like a truth I tried to love but couldn’t face… fake.
We said forever like we really meant the it
Now forever just a word in a text that and you never sent it
Used to feel like heaven every second with you, Now I'm in hell without you.
Now paradise faded… My heart is jaded... There will never be another you
And I still find your hair in my hoodies,
Like you never really left me fully,
Your side of the bed still smell like you,
So I sleep with the ghost of what we used to do…
And I still hear your voice in the night,
Sayin’ “baby, it’s gon’ be alright,”
But if that were true I wouldn't be sleeping on a pillow soaked in tears every night…
My mind say move on, “you gon’ be okay,”
But my heart keep dialin’ you like every day,
Sayin’ “run it back,” like time don’t exist,
Like we ain’t fall apart in the middle of this…
The more that you distant, the more that I feel it,
The pain of a broken heart, I just can’t heal it...
And nothin’ that I’m tellin’ myself feel true,
‘Cause every road I take still lead back to you…
And I never let you know how it broke me inside,
Watchin’ you walk away while I swallowed my pride,
Now every time you cross my mind, I regret that day,
Like I let my whole world just slip away…
And I still find your hair in my hoodies,
Like you never really left me fully,
Your side of the bed still smell like you,
So I sleep with the ghost of what we used to do…
And I still hear your voice in the night,
Sayin’ “baby, it’s gon’ be alright,”
But if that were true I wouldn't be sleeping on a pillow soaked in tears every night…
I miss them late video calls, you’d be doin’ your face,
I’d just watch, no words, just in love with your taste,
Told you you was beautiful, no matter the time,
Even first thing in the mornin’… yeah, I was happy you were mine…
Now it’s quiet… too quiet… yeah it don’t feel right,
How do I get over what could have been...
…when forever was in reach, and I let it slip outta sight.
Still find your hair in my hoodies…
Still smell you all in my sheets…
Still hear you callin’ me, callin’ me…
But you ain’t callin’
