Blue Sky's with the suns warm glow reflecting in my eyes.
Dark,cold,lonely nights.
Hugging a pillow we both used to share.
Just wishing you were still alive.
Wishing you were still right here.
Tear stained pillows of white and a heart of blue.
I don't want to survive this life alone.
Not without you..
Why can't you come back?
Can't you just come home?
Why did God have to take you and leave me hear alone.
Memories of times which still caress my mind.
Like an lovers caress in the night.
Images of you they do caress my mind.
Through the rainstorms you would hold my hand.
And whisper everything will be okay.
Everything will fade away in time.
As dark as the night is my heart today.
Like a small chip in a glass...rose even if fixed will never be the same as it was...
Looking in the mirror for the hundredth time.
I see a face, that could be but anyone Else's.
Could never be mine.
A face full of sorrow..and regret but even more pain as of yet.
A flame in her eyes even an ocean could never tame.
We look exactly alike.
In so many ways...
She's different, but the same.
This strange girl is broken in every possible way.
I'm not...I just can't be who I see.
Her eyes look so lost.
She looks so incomplete.
Her heart astray.
The tears she weeps.
This must be some joke some cruel way of fate.
This just couldn't be me...could I ever end up this way?
I've come to realize.
Exactly what I see right before my eyes...
I see just what is in front of me.
The girl who I have come to be...this girl full of sorrow and regrets.
Her eyes tell my story no one else could possess
I recognise by the truth in her eyes that speak of no lies.
They tell the same story that mine should mourn.
Show the same pain...that has my once naive heart torn.
Dark, cold lonely nights.
Tears on my pillow from all the cries...
How I wish you were here.
Oh how I wish you hadn't died.
But I'll keep wishing forever.
Because you see you're gone for eternity.
