My love died but i still lived

The one I loved can be my hate

We never ever went on a single date

But we still went out as one

Although I wish I didn't said yes

Now I know that was my first mistake

Because now I know what makes your heart break

Now we like each other so much less

And we are now we are no more

No more secrets

No more lies

No more wishing to die

I can't believe I let myself feel that way

And then one day

We had nothing to say

He said we grew apart

And we couldn't begin to talk things over

From the start

I think he had something to hide

Due to the fact hes never by my side

He never called me

He was always too busy

And I wasn't that important

It was his common lies

That common puppy love

It's not as pure

As Bleeding-Heart Dove

Thats a pure fact

So I'll live it up

But I'll never be the same

Now that I know

Who's to blame

That I can't trust another guy

Because this guy

Well, he betrayed my trust

Then all what he did

Went to dust

Every word he said

That I knew

Became total lies

And total sorrow

And for a minute nothing else mattered

And then he said it's over

So we said our Good-Byes

I was so mad when I found out

That without a single doubt

My love was nothing to him

When I really thought our love was true

Because I loved him

But again I thought he loved me too

And now I don't think that we will ever be

Because he just knocked himself down

And made me cry

And I just sit still and stare

And after all this I still might care

Sometimes even start to cry

But in the end I don't go down on dares

So dare me to kill my love

Thats beating in my heart, keeping me through the night

But still just might

And I'll see to it that my love die

I hope I never see him in my sight

Because I'm afraid those feelings will come back

And my life will just begin to fall

My eyes will close

Then my heart will break

Because just maybe there's another girl

Holding his hand

While listening to this repeating song

That is what fills me with fear

Knowing in the future he can do it again

Then my mind will start thinking

About everything at stake

But hopefully I'll make the right choice

And I'll think before I speak

Making sure I mean what I say

Because when it comes to love

Most guys don't know a single thing