Why you say it

All you do is lie
You will sit there and apologise
But the next day you do the same

You say I am pretty
But why is it every time i dress nice
You say I look like hell

When we go out to eat
You tell me I eat to much
You have no idea
what you just did to me

Now I don't feel completely fine
I feel like I need to lose weight
For you to love me

I don't want to feel like that
I put up with that shit in my life before
But to hear it from you it hurts

Then when I was losing weight
You asked me what was wrong
And I couldn't say

I don't want to tell you I have a eating disorder
I don't know how you will act over it
I would stop if I could
But I cant its not easy at all

I just want you to love me
Love me the way I am
Not the way I look

I lean a lot in life
I lean that if you cant love me
for who I am
Then get the fu*k out of my life
I don't need someone like you
in my life
I am better off with at you

This is a poem for someone that made me feel like shit. cuz i wasnt a size 4 i am a size 9. i had to found out the hard way. if your in a relationship like that get the hell out of it. its not worth it