The seven deadly sins

I have been turned away from the gates of heaven,
Because of the deadly sins, i did commit all seven.
But I question God’s judgement, for if he had not forsaken me,
My ‘evil’ side would not be left to run free.
Gluttony? To consume my pain and devour emotion,
To drink lies and hate concocted in a brew of your potion.
Pride? to love one’s self, to in yourself only beauty see.
For you dear God, have taught me I'm alone and have only me.
Greed? to want for me all of their heart.
To want them by me, so we will never part.
Sloth? To want to relax in your evergreen palace,
And to savour its beauty, whilst drinking from my chalice.
Envy? to envy my mother, for being so kind.
For an old man to envy me, for I am not blind.
Wrath? to feel wrath, for being forsaken,
To behold wrath for my life you have taken.
Lust? to want to touch him and to love him,
To please him can surely not be a sin?
For my seven deadly sins, God! punish me if you will!
But if you forgive me of my sins, then the person i am you kill.
Nay let us not call them the seven deadly sins, but the seven holy sacraments of life,
For without those seven naughty pleasures we would have but strife.