Called me up on the phone last night.
It seemed so much like old times.
You spoke so casually like nothing had changed...
Like everything remained the same.
You talked to me like you used to.
Without the yelling or the I don't love you's.
We laughed about old times.
Well you laughed and I cried.
You told me that you missed me.
That you can't believe it's been so long.
Asked me what was going on with my life.
If I found a new love interest or was I still in love with you.
All I could utter were the words that came next.
You know I love you don't play games.
I know you don't miss me..
You couldn't miss me remember this?
You told me that you had found someone new.
That I wasn't the one for you...
So how could you miss me now.
How could you call and ask such things.
Remember all the times we shared you say.
Remember all the times I was there you say.
What you don't remember is the hardest part.
Never were you there when my world fell apart..
How can you say remember all the times we shared.
When.
When I cried you were nowhere to be found..
Never there.
You say you miss me and you want to try again.
All I can say is.
You know I love you still.
Please, don't play games.
Oh I'm not going to lay my heart in your hands once again.
Not going to take that same risk I did back then...
Ask me why and I will say.
You broke my soul.
You broke what was me.
How do you expect me to feel...
What do you expect me to say?..
You say you want the past back.
That the girl you really love is the one you left behind...
That you made a mistake and you wanna make it right...
All I can say is...
I still love you, you know this.
But the day kissed my heart goodbye.
You kissed our lives together goodbye, forever.
