Clover

~i went to a party

with my so called friends

all them went to dance

i drank some beer to mend

i noticed at the party

this one guy with a clover

i looked away and he was gone

suddenly the party was over

my friends had already left

and i was to drunk to drive

the clover guy approached me

and asked if i needed a ride

without even thinking i got in the car

and at that point nothing was bad

when he was driving he asked me a question

\"why do you look so sad\"

i told him my story

he said\"that must suck\"

\"here take my clover

its for good luck\"

i asked what was up with the clover

he said\"its my lucky charm\"

he stopped at a place i didn\'t recognize

opened the door and grabbed my arm

he pulled me out of the car

and through me on the ground

i hit my head on a tree

and my head had started to pound

when i hit the tree i noticed

blood dripping on my shirt

i touched my head and realized

the skull the blood and dirt

he jumped on me and covered my mouth

so that i couldn\'t scream

i didn\\\\\\\'t move and all he said

was \"come on now we\'re a team\"

at that point i started to cry

how could anyone have the heart

to hurt someone that badly

and rip their mind apart

he put me in his car

and drove away real fast

he looked at me and said

\"don\'t worry its all in the past\"

he dropped me off somewhere i knew

somewhere close to my house

i walked in, my pants all torn

and blood all over my blouse

my parents weren\'t home

their never really there

but even if they were

i bet they wouldn\'t care

i went upstairs and looked in the mirror

blood dripping down my face

and finally had realized

that i had just been raped

i cried and cried for hours

and then i went to bed

in every single nightmare

clovers were in my head~