Battle With Satan (true)

by Jessica   Aug 2, 2004


She was 16 years old
When she was dating this guy
People was wondering why
She was going out with him
Cause he wasn't perfect

She loved him so dear
It didn't matter to her the way he was
Because to her he was perfect

He said he wanted to change
So she was doing her best
But instead she didn't know
He was changing her

She give her soul to the Devil
When she was 16 years old
She got what she wanted
But she didn't have happiness
That is one thing she wanted most

She remembered her last prayer to the lord when she was 16
She said
"I know what I'm doing lord is wrong but its the only way
I can see if I really want to be with you. Lord I'm only 16
I have to see what way i really do want to go in life.
If I don't see then I'm living someone Else's dream.
Lord I do love you and I do want to be on your side
And doing what is right but just let me go off
And see what it is like on the other side.
Let me do the wrong things.
Let me learn from my mistakes.
Its not him that wants me to go one the other side.
Its just I can't help him
If I don't know what he is going through. This is not a
Goodbye. This is see you Later."

She is always battling against Satan
She wanted to win so bad
And leave from this Hell

She was wondering where she is going in life
If she would be happy or sad
Nothing was going right for her
She was losing everyone she loved
Everything was slowly ending for her

Then she was thinking its time to go back
There is no hope for her in Hell
She does not belong here

Then she said to Satan
"Look what you have done to me. You have made me perfect.
You made me see that I don't want to be on your side.
I know you will not let me leave with out a battle. So I'm
Ready for what ever you have to give me."

Then she got on her knees and then she started to pray

Her first prayer back to the Lord was
"Lord I'm now 20. What I did was wrong.
I should have never went over on the other side.
I should have never let Satan talk me in to it.
I thought if I was with him he could give me what I really wanted.
But he didn't he lied to me. I lost all the people I loved.
But most of all I lost you, Lord. You're the only person that knew me in and out
and I did wrong. Oh Lord I'm so sorry. I'm begging for your forgiveness.
I see who I'm to desire. Lord that is you and only you. Your my everything.
With out you I have no hope. You are the one kept me alive when
I was inside of my mom. All tho Satan wanted me dead. God, everyone new I shouldn't really have made it
but I did cause you had plans for me.
And one of them plans are to praise your holy name.
I want to serve you O Mighty Master. I don't want to sin anymore.
That was never me. I don't know why I even wanted to go over on the other side.
I was a confused little girl.
Father I'm down on my knees and I'm asking for your forgiveness.
Will you please forgive me? Will you please help me battle Satan?"

When she was done Satan said to her
"God cant help you now. You are on my side forever."

Then she said to Satan
"God can help me."

Then Satan said
"Your mine."

Then out of no where
Angels had came down
And went right by the girl

Then one of the angels had said to her
"We are here to help you"

Right there and then
she new she had been forgiven

She looked at Satan and she said to him in tears of joy
"This is where I say I've had enough.."

Then Satan said to her
"This is not over by far."

She said to him back
"Sorry to say Satan it is over. You will never be in my life as long as I live.
I know you will try and try to get me back but its over. I may have to battle you time
and time again but I am on a side that never lost. I am one the side that I always
wanted to be on. And you will never take me away from it again."

That wasn't the last of Satan and her battling.

this is a true story

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