I promised myself I would never fall in love
It was more of a situation I would try to talk myself out of
I didn't want to believe
Yes, I know, I was naive
I didn't want to fall to pieces
But under the circumstances
I let you have me
I let you take me
I trusted you
Although I didn't know it
I was falling for you
You picked me up when I was down
You lifted me above the ground
You talked me out of dumb situations
You met up to all my expectations
I always wanted to meet someone like you
Although many things I thought about you were untrue
It didn't really matter because baby,
you was all I would think of
Maybe I was in love
But never would I admit it
You opened my eyes and widened my horizon
Making me happy was your mission
Last night I talked to you on the phone
You told me how you and your new girl were alone
You told me how you wished it never happened
Although I was heart broken, I still listened
I was crying on the phone despite the fact you didn't know
I wanted you to think I was alright about everything
That we'll still be friends
And what we had was just a fling
But I know deep down that you were everything that I wanted
I hate myself for taking everything for granted
Now you're gone and I'm here waiting
Crying, laughing, screaming, debating
But in the end,
I'm just waiting for someone who doesn't know I'm in love with him
