I must have been mistaken
I didn't want this complication
When you told me you loved me
You didn't say how much you wanted to see
So I showed you it all
And I couldn't stop my fall
I thought you would use me like the others
Even though you said you weren't another
So I tried to stop my heart from breaking
But it got harder to do with each breath I was taking
Your sweet words like saying I'm heaven sent
I didn't understand those were something you meant
I cried for days
Tried to push the pain away
I pushed you away and it hurt so bad
Even more because I made you mad
I'm so afraid to love you
All the rest were never true
But you say you're different and love me still
Even if so, I can't get past my will
I can't let my heart endure anymore pain
The less I seem to feel, the more I'm sane
So if you were to hurt me bad
I'd do more than be deeply sad
Every pill I take
And every cut I make
Will be all over you
So, please, tell me now, if you're not true
Save me from the destruction of my own
Let me know I can hide what I've shown
Just one sign that proves me right
That there's no such thing as love at first sight
And I'll leave without a question or word
So thoughts will remain unstirred
I'll move on like I usually do
Just let me know I can't love you
