Wasnt meant to be

I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child i sat and cried, didn't realize what i had done, what i had tried.Tears mixed with blood falling slowly to the ground.Covered in blood pulled myself up and tears scribed:

"To those who don't care, to those who can't see, never give up always strive to be free." didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet i see this isn't the way."

friend at the door ran as fast as she could. To weak to say goodbye other wise i would. In tears looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me , this isn't the way my life was meant to be.