Even Still

I see her everyday
She seems so happy now.
I wonder if she's changed?
And if so, I wonder how?

It was hard to let her go
I'll admit that right out.
But its harder to see her with that guy
That I seem to really doubt.

I wonder if he takes care of her?
I wonder if she's alright?
I can only hope she is
But I still wonder if this is right...

We don't really talk a lot
We never have the time
And if we do, there's not much said,
Even less than in this rhyme.

I want to let her know
She still means something to me
I want for her to be
Everything she wants to be

Though she doesn't know it
She still has my heart
And that small hole inside me
Grows bigger as long as we're apart.

I wonder if I'll get over it?
I know I probably will.
But until then I have to admit it
I love her...even still...