Many nights I lay in bed
With a million thoughts rushing through my head.
I keep coming across your name,
but everything is different nothings the same.
I never gave you a chance or the time,
And now all i wish is you'd be mine.
I'm scared to let you into my heart,
Petrified you'll tear it apart.
All i do is think about you,
but I'm confused and have no clue what to do.
Ive been hurt so many times in the past,
I'm afraid it wont work out, it wont last.
When I'm around you i don't know what to say or do,
and then you think that I'm bullshitting and playing you.
I care about you so much,
you can make me go weak in the knees with just one touch.
Maybe one day ill say what i got to say,
Maybe tomorrow will be that day.
Until then i lay in my bed,
With a million thoughts rushing through my head.