Now I smile

Well, here I am again
I haven't wrote about you for a while
But I was thinking about you
And I actually started to smile...

I wanted to apologize
For the way I treated you
For complaining and crying so much
Of the things you put me through

Now when I think of you
I smile for the times we had
For the good and bad
For the times you made me happy and sad

For the little things you did at first
That eventually drifted away
For those times you made me feel so special
In every little way

For the time you eventually didn't feel the same
And you just happened to break my heart
For the times I was so pissed at you
For tearing me apart

For the times you lied and said you cared
And hurt me yet once more
For all the tears that fell for you
That kept crying out for more

Basically just for every single thing you did and do
I want to thank you for that while
For my first love and the time of my life
So now when I think of you, I smile...

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Hey everyone. Please vote and comment. This is about the person I think was my very first love. I know it's not that great but it means a lot. And he broke my heart, and now it doesn't hurt anymore and I am just thankful for that little time.