I Threw Everything Away..

Just when things start to go right,
I see you in the light of the night.
I wonder what went wrong,
and then my feelings come back really strong.

Now everything seems to have changed,
Right now you got me so deranged.
I don't know what to do with myself.
Right now your just thinking about yourself.

I truly care about you,
Inside I know that you care about me too,
But it's hard to drop everything I worked to have, again.
Exspecially to see it all go down the drain.

I have someone now,
Someone that my parents don't allow.
So what should I do?
Honestly, I have no clue.

I can't stay with this guy,
Oh my god all I can do is sigh.
So should I go back to you.
What oh what am I gonna do.

I think all night long,
As I listen to a sad dramatic song.
I shed some tears.
Draw away all my fears.

I decide to take a chance in life.
And then fall asleep dreaming that I am your wife.
I wake up with a smile.
Get outta bed and run a mile.

I share these feelings with the world.
Now everything is unfurled.
I smile as I greet with you the news.
Only to find myself sitting at home with the blues.

You see you have moved on,
Now everything I had is gone.
I worked hard for this.
Now everything I now miss.

I don't know what was wrong with me.
Why I couldn't just leave things be.
Now I have to start all over.
And all I have is my lucky four leaf clover.

So keep what you have today,
And remember don't throw anything away.
You are what you keep,
Even the dreams that you have when you sleep.

Remember what I have to say.
Please don't leave yourself go astray.
I took you for granted,
To live in a fiction world that was enchanted.