I wonder if he really loved me

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This guy i knew from way
back in middle school
I loved him so much
from the first time I saw him

He knew I loved him,
head over hills I was for him
we never became more than
friends but that was cool

I used to think that we would
be one for life
he was my side kick......

as we grew older so did my
love
we went our separate ways
but when i seen him,
the looks that he gave me.......
I wondered if he really loved me?

He used to say that he was my lover boy
and he was sorry that things did not happen the way we thought they would
but he was happy that I was his special friend

I wondered if he really loved me?

God,... i just knew that we were meant to be.
He was my first love
my all my everything

but i just wondered if he really loved me.

I have not talked to him since we got out of school
I found out that he has a family of his own

I'm happy for him and now I'm done
its in the past and we both have won
I found my prince and I'm done.
just one question
I wonder deep down did he really love me?.