Brokenhearted

I loved you with all my heart,
And all you did was tear it apart.
The pain I feel deep inside,
The broken heart I try to hide.

I thought you were in love with me,
But that wasn't enough now I see.
That our love was never meant to be.

Does your heart feel anything at all,
Or is it just me that wants to fall.
Or is your heart made of stone,
Cause you left me here all alone.

You decided in just one day,
To throw all our love away.
You act like everything is okay,
But it isn't, not in anyway.

When I am around you I am not myself,
Even the mean things that come out my mouth.
What you did wasn't right,
Our love wasn't even worth a fight.

The tears you made me cry,
All over a hurtful lie.
The one lie you said you wouldn't do,
But because of your decision, you tore my heart in two.

I hope you realize that my feelings were real,
Not like it matters, you don't even know how it feels.
Deep down inside I guess I knew,
That our love was to good to be true.

You were not the man I thought you were,
Kind, caring and always there.
But you aren't those things at all, or you'd be here.

All the times we spent together,
Couldn't of been any better.
I think about you all the time,
Thoughts of you still run threw my mind.

I wish I could have you back,
I wont even lie, it is just a fact.
I need to let you go,
As much as it hurts I know.

One day you will realize, that you shouldn't of let me go,
I could of made you happy you know.
It was a decision you had to make,
Even though I think it was a mistake.

Life still goes on ,
Even though you are gone.

I wrote this about my ex-boyfriend, who I loved with all my heart.