Thinking of you

I'm sitting here
alone again
thinking of you
and how stupid I was
but you found another
while I was trying to find trust
and as I look I see your face
shining out of the dusk
as once again I wake up
hoping to see your face
right next to me
but your with her
and I'm lost again
you said you'd never make me cry
no more tears
not over any more guys
But I cant help but look into your eyes
I said I was sorry and believe me I am
but the day goes on
and your still there and I'm still here... alone
My stupidity caused this pain
I tried to tell you
how something has changed
that I don't care for him anymore
that hope made me see
what I truly wanted
but just as I feared
you moved on
with no end near
I told you that I had a crush on you
since the first day we met
yet I hid, hid myself away
played hard to get
and as I tried to De neigh my feelings
run, find someone that you couldn't see through
but he saw it and ran away
I thought I wanted him
Loved him,
but it was only the trust I seeked
that one thing I lost
you never could see that all I want is you
you are the prince of my soul
and don't know it
you criticize your self
not knowing
that you have captivated me
in every possible way
but things still haven't changed
your with her
and I'm alone
there's nothing that can change that
so as i cry I hope
that at least you are truly happy