Obsessed

No more tears
please don't cry
for your peace
id lay my life
if all your pain
left your body
through my death-
without any question
i would be dead
for your joy and happiness
id give up my eyes
my hands would be gone
and your smile would shine
i want you to be you
more then i want me to be fake
i think about your face
every f**king day
i slice open my legs
and those letters i read
i memorize your hand
and i soak up the ink
obsessive you say?
over you i cant think
but over time i get sick
cause I'm so damn deprived
i f**king love you
and i don't eat
i have no life
i get too full of sucking my own blood
so i let it all flow
with these ugly ass cuts
now these cuts are my scars
and their ugly as ever
don't cry anymore
don't forget about me
id lay down my life
if you could only have peace...

i love you samangel (2-27-04)