A letter to the parents

I’m sorry but I’ve disappointed you once again
I don’t no what to say and the way you react will depend

I’m sorry for all the bad deeds I’ve done
But this one I regret the only one

I don’t no how to say it or when
I don’t expect you to be there or be my friend

It’s my fault I’m in this situation
But I guess I’ll wait my time and be patient

I’m not ready for what’s coming and I hope and pray you'll let me prevent
I don’t know how to tell you and I bet you have a pretty good hint

I’m sure it’s your worst nightmare for it is mine too
But your the only people I can come too and I don’t no what to do

I would do anything for him I want you to understand
And if this is what he wants well that’s the plan

I think its all for the better and I don’t think that I’ll regret
This is want I want even though this will be something I will never forget

It will forever scar but if I don’t it will forever scar it too
And so this is why I decided to do what I want to do