Breaking Away

I can't break away
and I am truly scared
Don't know what to say
all the memories we shared

I feel so attached
and so unable to be free
I seem to be latched
to someone not for me

We are far apart
and talk here and there
Yet it doesn't break my heart
can't keep saying I care

So unsure and so young
have to be ready for change
New feelings have sprung
a situation all too strange

The things you have told me
make me not know
To what extent, what degree
you might try to go

I don't feel secure
with the thought of it
I am so unsure
suicide you could commit

So how do I let go
please make it end
Why I didn't say no
this mess I did not intend

So slowly I will try
to let things die out
This is my final goodbye
to you I shout

Copyright 2004 Hannah