Tear

I'm sitting here with a tear in my eye
trying to remember why i always have to cry
i thought i was over you
i though i was on to someone new

i never thought you could break my heart
i always thought we would be together although we had to be apart
you meant more to me then i would ever mean to you
and you know crying is all i can do

I'm scared to go to bed at night
afraid that i will have to fight
I'm not sure what to say
so we say nothing every day

I'm not sure what went wrong
or what i did its like i can relate to every love song
i cant stop thinking about how we were so cute
and now we are like a remote control on mute

things change and people screw up
but i never thought it would be hard to say whats up
my mind is confused my heart is shattered
and its like i don't even matter

i don't know if you realize
how much it hurts when i heard about the lies
I'm not sure how to recover
especially when i found out you loved her.