Lost but found...

The first time we met
all I could do was smile
you made me feel different
something I haven’t felt in a while

the last time I crushed this hard
my life fell apart
there are still some shattered pieces missing
that belong to my broken heart

the way he looked at me
is the way I look at you
amazed I could feel this way
still don’t know what to do

why are dreams so impossible
why is life so hard
why is death uneasy
why is my heart scared

I want to move on
but holding on to the past
afraid to face reality
it happened way to fast

the reason for my stares
is wondering for truth
finding a way to say
I think that I love you

It's hard to lose someone and then move on im still struggling comments would help thanks