Curse

Many people I care for
Most I would not want
Feeling so wealthy but poor
Where you would stay to haunt

Even though you are gone
Leaving me here to suffer
Played me like your pawn
Then left me here to ponder

Ponder the times we spent together
Nights we had that happened so rare
Hoping we would be forever
You to my past I'd never compare

Pain that you never felt before
This pain is a curse
Neither of us wants anymore
Wanting it to completely disperse

Love is a game that isn't fair
God's suffering and language
When I wish you were there
For your care and courage

I'm the cause of that ache
But you've done it too
We're victims of heartbreak
Because I fell in love with you