I wish

I have my chance
why cant i take it
i don't want to give you my heart again
just so you can break it

we dated once
and you made me cry
i always thought you were unhappy
but you never would give me a reason why

you say you still love me
and that you are so tired
of acting like a little kid
and I'm all you ever desired

you say your sorry
for messing up so bad
how could you be so happy
but always act so mad

i never knew you truly cared
or how much you really loved me
i always thought that
you couldn't stand me

why didn't you ever let me know
how you really felt
it would have made things so much better
and i wouldn't have given up on you

i still love you
with all my heart
but I'm with someone new now
and he loved me right from the start

i think i love
this new boy so much
is because he makes me fell so beautiful
and hes kinda like my crutch

you never seemed to be there
and you never seemed to care
you always made me sad
and sometimes made me scared

i don't know why i love d you
because you did make me cry
you made me feel so bad
that sometimes i wanted to die

i love you because i know you don't mean anything by what you say or do
i know that you have a heart
and that I'm in it too

no one can understand
why i want to be with someone who made me so sad
i can never explain it to them
i guess its cuz i can

i never let you know this
but you made me so sad
jsut because i allways felt
that you treated me so bad

i wish i had a time machine
so i could go back and try
to fix the things we did wrong
and never let you make me cry

sure there were times
when i was so happy
but those times were rare
and i cant let them times go

when i think of you
all these bad memories come flooding back
i wish i could find some good ones but
the good times are what we lacked

all it seems we were
was mad at each other all the time
we rarely ahd a good day
but when we did the were the best

as much as i really love you
its hard to think about an us
when all you did was make me sad
and make me cry everyday on the bus

when i asked if you were happy
you told me yes
you said you erally did care
but you were jsut being an ass

i wished you werent so macho
and hoped you would someday show me you cared
but you never would
because your friends were allways there

most of all i wish
i could forget all the bad days
start allover from scratch
and ahve a new beginning

but that can never happen
cuz my mind wont forget
i need you to prove to me
that things this time will be different

if you really love me
and you say that you do
then youll find a way
to make me love you too