I have been wondering
All of my life
Why you
Went against your duties of being daddys wife
You call yourself a mother
But how can that be
When you started abusing
My sisters, when they were just three
So here are my questions
I hope I get back
With an answer right near
Or even on the back
Why did you hit us
When we screamed please stop
Why didn’t you care when you
Would hit us
Why did you do the things that you did
Strangling, hitting, pushing, bashing, abusing
Why did you make us experience such pain
I guess it was just one you sick little games
But what hurt even worse is how you didn’t care
You said you loved us, but we knew hate was there
And though you don remember
You did this everyday
The yelling was just a tease, the abuse was when you wouldn’t stop
Though we got onto our knees
The worst pain of all
Is the memories
Looking back to all of these
And then you talk of not knowing at all
You tell me im crazy
That its all a lie
But really its you that has issues inside
It has been 6 years
Not a word from you in 1
I guess you were too ill
And your days are now done
So rest in peace mother
Its now another day
The abuse is all over
I am no longer afraid
