Apologies

Trust a person, with more than friendship
They might just tear apart your heart.
But if you choose loneliness and seclusion
The essence of time will drive you wild

Sometimes it seems to me
That the difference isn't clear to see
Between what love is or should be
For a friend isn't a lover to me

The perfect balance is hard to keep
Between love and hate of another human being
All Ive learned is to trust once awhile
And treat others who entrust me so

So with a weight upon my heart
But a bundle of hope within
I lay my faith in your mercy
That you might forgive me for my sins

Because I had overstepped the line
Endeavored raptures forbidden
Nevertheless do not cry my friend
For you have born your mark too

We will still share moments together
In both joy and sorrow throughout
Alas, my affection for you is still there
Lingering like the fire in your eyes
That burned when I lied that you were mine

But before I go consider what we gained
You and me are still the same despite the change
I remember still you’re a ring size “L”
And you know headology is my game
So I leave you with my last thought and it is this;
I still see you as more than a friend, as someone I won’t forget