Wont go away (help)

It wont go away what you did
its stuck in my head cant stop it
it pauses then plays rewinds, and fastforwards cant stop thinking it was horrible no one can know dont want to go to court you said if i do i might get hurt. as i come home from school i sit in my closet lock myself in and turn off the light and cry. i wanna tell but i cant it to painfull to many words to say with out crying so one night i went to your house and broke your window and wrote in chalk. DO YOU THINK WHAT YOU DID WAS FUNNY. then you came to the bus stop and hit me now i have a big bruise help i ask god help.

this is a poem i wrote for a friend