Another 4 letter word/PART 2

Part 2
I talk with guys
in different ways
Different then i did before
I don't know what your rile plays
Your my nerd no more
I miss everything you gave to me
But not as much right now
The way you were placed upon my lips
Grabbed my ass and said, "whats this?"
I may sounds mean
It's because I'm hiding
What I've truly seen
I've seen the light inside of you
The student is now minding
The light gets dimmer everyday
My actions made you turn away
You kept lies from your mom and dad
It looks like I've turned the good Mormon bad
At the point i didn't really care
That thought alone
Set off a flare
If i don't care that much for you
You deserve someone better
Get Elora or Ashley
She will be there if you let her
I hope we stay friends
through good times that bend
even if we plummet down the ditch
On the way back up maybe by then
my personality will have switched