Think u been thru s***?

How I am still here after all I've been through I will never really know,
How I learned to trust and love again and not be afraid to have my feelings show,
How I was able to give happiness in my world filled with sorrow,
How did I wait for 11,but feeling like zero,
How did I manage not to lose it?
How do I know what is it?
Well it is...
I kept all those times with the ones I love,
I kept those times that I was pushed and shoved,
I kept the one who needed to know he was approved of,
I kept the thought that only one is above,
I kept those people who were standing there when I woke up,
So,also know you don't need to be an adult to get through things,
So,hear me out cuz heres me out,
and you will if you say yes,
Do you know what its like to cry yourself to sleep every night?
Do you know what its like to have to fight the fight?
Do you know what its like to find out your life could be over?
Do you know what its like to have your heart and life torn out of you by just opening that door and having to innocently suffer?
Do you know what its like to be laying in bed at night wondering how the hell it happened?
Do you know what its like to say good-bye to the one person you could depend?
Do you know what its like to realize in 1 moment a million memories done?
Do you know what its like to be top dog and not even be having fun?
well I do
And if you had one person take your shoulders ton and made you change your mind about pulling that trigger to that gun.
if you had one person make you feel the worlds top was you when you had thought the world turned its back on you,
if you had one person show you to trust and love again when you thought just like the other they would give in.
if you had one person show you deserve better and what your all about when your guy or girls with someone else making out,
if you had one person have you realize that just because they're gone don't mean your life is when you wondered how you would make it through,
if you had one person wanna talk about your hard times when you didn't,
if you had one person open your eyes to have you see what your life could be like,
if you had one person who is there for you no matter what,
if you had one person love and care for you no matter what,
if you had one person make you feel happy just to who you are......

if you had one person..........if you had one person,someone really loves you.........none is ever alone so next time when your thinking about it, and the stuff you been through and if you could get through that then you can get through anything...........

If you had one person.