True feelings

I hate the way you love me
I despise the fact you care
I dont like when you arent with me
I find myself wanting to be there

I hate it when your near
I despise when you are close
I dont like when you arent holding me
Because your touch I crave the most

I hate it when you kiss me
I despise it when your lips touch mine
I dont like it when I cant kiss you
Because your lips taste so devine

I hated it when you left
I despise that you are gone
I dont like that I lied to you
My feelings were really strong

I hated it when you told me how you felt
I despise that I turned away
I dont like that I left you there
Standing there like a stray

I hate how I thought I wasnt good enough
I despise that I let you go
I dont like how I cant have you
And that I didnt let my true feelings show