What is this I'm going through,.. its like I'm missing the thought of you.
I miss thinking about you everyday, and the how you made me feel special in some way.
How you looked into my eyes, it just now makes me want to cry.
I thought you were so true, o how much i believed you.
Anything you told me was a lie, and now i just want to die.
I'm missing you so bad, but no one can see, no on must know i still want you and me.
It hurts so bad when i think about you with her. My whole life just feels like a blur.
I don't want to want you, and i don't want to miss you, but i can't deny it any longer.
I can't seem to lie to myself enough to believe it, i guess you were the only one really good at that.
I know i still want you, and i know i still love you. I know i want to have you hold me in your arms the way you used to. Because that made me the happiest I've ever been.
I don't know how I'll ever get over this, because i still want just one more kiss.
You treated me so good at times, but it was the times when i wasn't there that you treated me the worst. Now i feel like I'm cursed.
How will i ever love again, knowing they might not love me in the end.
