Football night

My future on the horizon
a tear on my cheek
flashing a phony smile
and my sorrows on a peak

who am i?
its as if you really know
you push me off the edge
to let the fake me go

who is the real me?
the me that will knock you off your socks
afraid to figure it out
afraid to step out of the box

so the consequence is laid
because i didn't take an action
and because i pushed you the other way
into a teenage passion

i lost another thing
a love that could be fell through
i need to find out who i am
and then try to figure out you