All these years
That I try
To keep a smile on my face about everything
Really I just wanna say, that i have tried so hard that I'm slowing giving up.
Having to try and make u realize how much I am in love with u.
I really don't know how much more I have to do to make Ur dummy head to wake up and know that all these years I'll b the one saying I Love You.
I try and pretend that nothing is wrong wen u talk about other girls, but it hurts inside that I have to watch and listen to this.
Having to try and tell u so many times that i like u so much, no, that i LOVE u so much.
I know that i shouldn't even know Wat love is yet, but with u I'm slowly discovering it.
Having so hard to make u leave me a comment, at least take a glance at me, nothing...
Having so hard to write and not letting u read all my poems knowing their all about u.. is so hard for me not get mi voice spoken out to u.
