The feelings pushed deep down inside of me... with only me to blame... i really want to tell hi, but i cant find the words to say... please don't go away... he is the only one i love.. every night i lay awake... debating what i say... should i say something before he goes away?... days and days go by... and his day has come to part..
i know i should tell him what is really in my heart... but the cowered that i am....stands there with nothing to say... with a hug good-bye he drives me away... tears rolling down my checks as i turn and go away.... the boy next door is gone forever... but in my heart forever he will stay
