At first

At first you feel like crying
and you beg god to dry your tears
you sit and reminisce
of all the good times through the years

you stare at him across the room
and block that you still care
but you're still in love
with the way he runs his fingers through his hair

and when you're sick of crying
but you know you feel the same
you might stop feeling miserable
and hand him all the blame

hell ask why your friends still vibe
and you'll turn and walk away
you'll tell him that you hate him
hell have nothing left to say

you finally think its over
and that this but be the end
but then one day your heart stops
as he holds his new girlfriends hand

and you force yourself to realize
that in time you'll be okay
and the feeling that you felt at first
it will slowly fade away