I woke up this morning
& Couldn’t open my eyes
I tried to make the thought go away
that I did not want to be alive
Today the bulls**t hit the fan
& It all just went down
But when it comes down to it
I do not want him around
I just want this day to be over
I never should have tried to face it sober
Im a recovering psyco
in a world of hate
& I can honestly say
This is not my day
I hate to be down
But I cant come back up
I always get the feeling
that you dont give a f**k.
I am so happy
I am doing great
I’m perfectly content
Unless Im awake
The only thing that kept me going
was the thought of you
& How you used to tell me
Wed somehow make it through
I guess you moved on
& Forgot to let me know
That you werent gonna wait for me
& You were gonna let me go
I just want this day to be over
I never should have tried to face it sober
I’m a recovering psyco
in a world of hate
& I can honestly say
This is not my day
