My FeElInGs FoR yOu

I thought I loved you,
Thought I wanted to be with you

Guess I was wrong, you love
someone else,
Good thing I never told you how
I felt

I read your poems...their better than
mine,
All mine say is that I like to whine

Yours say you love her...I can tell
But then again they say that you want
someone else as well

You say you want one, but you want
the other back,
Then you say that the good life you
lack

When I finished reading your poems,
I wanted to laugh and then I wanted
to cry,
But I didnt, I clenched my fist -- I
wanted to die

Why do you want them when you can
have me?
You COULD have my whole heart, but
I guess we arent meant to be

First you say that you want to end
your life,
But then again you say that you want
one of "them" to be your future wife

I hate this...I'm sick of waiting,
Why cant I be the one you're dating?

Everyone asks me why I'm always so
blue,
I WANT to say that it's because I dont
have you

All I ever wanted was for this to
happen,
But it wont...ever since I read those
poems of yours, my whole life
blackened

After I finished reading them, my
love for you went crashing down,
But you didnt even pick up the pieces;
my whole life WAS YOU -- it's to late
now, it already drowned

So I guess I give up, you have
ABSOLUTLEY NO feelings for me,
My whole life is like it was POURED
into a cup

Maybe those poems did some good,
I guess they made me realize who
YOU have feelings for...that I cant
change that, and that I wouldnt, even if I could

I cant change your life OR your mind
at all...
No matter how many times I punch the
wall

So I guess these are all my feelings
about you,
All I ever WANTED was YOU; but I
my life will just have to stay blue

*~* Plz feel free to vote/comment on ANY of my poems -- This is the one that I worked MOST hard on ~~ Thank you!! *~*

Deticated to Cody Schwickerath