Hope for Death*

Every time I lye awake
After every pill I take
Every little thing is beautiful
All happiness, I make

But every time I fall asleep
After every night im sad
I wake up crying
My insides slowly dying

The wonder in the world
Never seem to strike me
But there is one thing
That I really cant see

It’s that every time im happy
And when I fall in love
There is always a problem
I cant stand living, and with to fly above

I guess it is true
Suicide will help you
Because every time it comes to this
Its hard to just be finished

I wished for love and happiness, just that
But never did receive
SO now I wish for death
For the lord to set me free

So please unlock these chains,
Please just take me away
And save me from the misery
What I experience each day