Last Words...

I've been here for a couple years.
And finally I start to see that everything starts to clear.
I begin to fall for you.
And there's nothing that i can do.
Your right there but your so far away.
I couldn't and still can't find the right words to say.
My eyes glow with a reflection of you.
But you still don't have a clue.
You laugh at me like a friend would.
You talk to me like a friend should.
But in truth i want to be more than that.
I lose your trust and don't see it coming back.
Still I find myself infilterated by you.
Little do we know what will happen soon.
Blade on my wrist.
I didn't see what I missed.
Depression hits me and it's a surge.
I hope you remember my last words...